Waaaaay down below in my blog.If you scroll to the bottom you will see photos from my surgery at the hospital. MRI, etc.
And today I would like to share my scars today. Months later after my hair has grown back and staples long gone, bones have healed. Here is how I am today.
The scar in the back of my head is visible more when my hair is cut shorter. But you can feel plain as day the cables protruding from my head and if I turn my neck a certain way you can see them travelling down to my pacemaker in my chest. Or you can feel them.
The scar on my chest is the only one that bothers me. Not because it large and thick but just because the location of the pacemaker pushes on the scar making it tender in a matter of words. I have foreign objects in my brain and chest. This is expected. I am not complaining about my scars. I knew this having surgery they would be there for life and what I would deal with.
I am just pointing the obvious out. However I believe Gods plan was right for me all along because I always hated the fact my hair receded. And exactly where the scar is on my head is exactly how far my hair has receded. It just worked out that way. Aside from the bump which looks like a goose egg, its not that noticeable. I have an egg shaped head. If my head was more round i am sure it would be less noticeable.
I don't care people stare or look. Its probably curiosity more than anything. When the staples were in my head it was more shock than anything.
I have tattoos so people look more at those than anything.
I took some close up photos yesterday to show my scars. I don't have any close ups of before scar photos but I assure you no bumps or holes or scars before.